In Honor of my 50th Rejection from a Major Spec Magazine

Hooray! I didn’t make it!

Andrew Johnston
4 min readAug 10, 2021
Photo by Donald Giannatti on Unsplash

Earlier this week, I was rejected by Fantasy & Science Fiction Magazine for the 50th time.

Truthfully, I’m not sure if this qualifies as “impressive.” Most people would have given up by now, I imagine; some don’t, and never will, content to smash their skulls against that particular wall until there’s nothing left but fragments. Others, I must assume, are far more reasonable.

So which kind of person am I? Let’s figure it out together. Take that 50 rejections from F&SF and add the following:

  1. That 50th rejection from F&SF was my 940th rejection overall since February 2017.
  2. There are several other publications that are running close in the rejection count. I’m at 48 rejections from Flash Fiction Online, and 45 from Clarkesworld.
  3. Next month, when the timeout counter ends, I’ll be sending more material to F&SF.

The answer, then, is “Ow, my head hurts. Why isn’t this wall down yet?”

In terms of whether I actually deserve to get into F&SF — an old, well-respected and important market for speculative fiction — I’ll leave that up to you. “ Distance is a Fallacy”? F&SF rejected this one was on January 12, 2018. “ The Hermit and the

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Andrew Johnston

Writer of fiction, documentarian, currently stranded in Asia. Learn more at www.findthefabulist.com.